broder daniel kinda day!

today (the 29th) was such a good day!

i woke up and my shoulder was in much pain so i took a warm shower -with my new shower wash!!- and i felt so much better. hot showers always make me feel better.

i went to some stores and i bought: a thin curling iron ($3~), and pop up case with binoculars ($2!!!!), a vemon plushie, some earrings, etcs. i also went to the craft store to get some things to make my good friend sally a present because i am seeing her tomorrow and i am very happy about that!!

 

i also talked to my other friend about new years and what we’re doing because we forgot to the other day haha. and within 45 minutes we got it together so i will get a call from her tomorrow sealing the deal. um yes i looking forward to that!

 

i’ve been listening to broder daniel since i got home and cleaning. this is a good day yes.

i like it.

i like you.

 

 

these are a picture i took tonight and a song that i like to listen to some times!

 

half price kinda day

today was so interesting yes

went to the navy base with my dad to get a new ID (was supposed to go yesterday, but i guess their computer system is down) but that didn’t happen (the computers again heh). but instead we drove around the base and he told me that the great lakes base is the only one in the country that still has the boot camps. thats pretty cool. i guess his dad went there in the 1930′s when he was in the navy. woah~ navy~

we went to the commissary and the exchange and got a lot of cool stuff. including but not limited to: totally cutie pochacco earrings, a tuxedo sam dangle plushie, hello kitty booklet, spottie dottie key cover for jenny, hello kitty pen, deep pore cleanser, hawaiian macadamia nut chocolates, and so many cool and nice things. cool.

then we stopped at an oasis and i had a very good falafel sandwich! 

i also ordered my Wind Waker crayfish sweater. sooooo looking forward to that.

 

i went to half price books as well! i got ms. lange a pearl jam photo book, a spice girls book for my sister, a book full of screen print band posters, In Utero, a couple Punk Planets, and a cool alien book!

speaking of my sister, i got my birthday package from her!! it was full of many funny pictures, she got me some MONKI brand things (how international!!!) and a nice card. love her.

 

tomorrow i hope to finally get to decorate and embroider some things. i want to find a jean jacket or maybe a new leather jacket.  dunno.

 

welp i’m watching a show about the mafia today. freaky stuff! 

love you xxx2

gooooooooood

i don’t care okaaaaaaaaaaay

 

if you don’t care  i don’t

if i don’t you don’t

 

the least you can do is quit trying to spare my ‘feelings’

 

!!!!!!!!

i want to find a maja of my own

and i just wish that everyone who does this to me will see how much they miss out

crimbus

well now it is the 26 but i am just getting home at 2 45 am.

 

my christmas was so nice. so many nice and thoughtful things from my parents. i love them so much.

i spent the day with dad and we watched the doctor who marathon. mom went to a party with dave. no bad feelings.

i miss my sister though. we have her wrapped presents under the tree until she is home.

 

i used some gift cards i got a few days ago. i bought a very pink and very hello kitty melodica with my ebay gift card. i bought my ‘treasures of nirvana’ on major discounts. i’m so happy. so many wonderful things.

 

i just got back from being with nathan. we went for a small drive around town. late night slushies and good conversations. he is my rock.  he gave me another gift that surprised me. told me not to think much of it but it already means so much to me.

 

and if i can confess something that has been fluttering my mind. or i should say a someone. i think about him often during the winter. we shared something special not too long ago. i have been tossing the idea around of whether or not i should confess to him what i am saying right now. he, in my mind, is special to me. when i think of him i think of the innocence we had between us. secret kisses on the neck. secret kisses on our cheeks. huddled together on a cold snowy day breathing hot breath on his neck to keep warmth between us. the look on their faces and how they whispered. it’s burned into my mind. still being burned into my mind. i see him and it just triggers the same feelings and i don’t know how or what to do. you see?

i don’t know. it is so dark out.

hi again

my birthday a few days ago was ohhhhhhh, so super!

i spent the first half of the day with my family and did mandatory family stuff. i got many nice things from them and i even skyped my sister!

 

her aussie house/apartment mate called Amre wished me a ‘happy birthday, mate’ and oh let me tell you, he is so funny and yes i admit even a little good looking.

 

but yes so nathan surprised me so nicely. he bought me some stockings and a nice garter that should be arriving in the mail some time after christmas. he also bought me my ouija board !!! (yes!) he took me out to dinner at a nice thai restaurant called happy elephant and it was so sweet and yes very yummy. he made my birthday very special and nice and oh.

i’m so happy i met him, let me tell you. i also have been enjoying how we are with our open relationship. i never thought i would be the sort of person to be in one of these but seeing as the age difference and just a lot of other things, it is so much less stressful than a regular relationship. i like being able to go with someone on a date and not feeling guilty as to whether or not i am being ‘a bad girlfriend’. la la alalala he is just great and cares about me and i like that very much.

 

oh look a me rambling. hahah. yes but i am happy now and i just like how everything is now.

 

my hair is long enough to put fashioned into two braids and it looks super cute!

well, tyler will be over any minute soon so i am going to wrap his present so yes! goodbye and goodnight!

being birthday girl

my birthday is tomorrow and you know it seem like everyone is avoiding me until then

they don’t me finding out what they have planned and what they have got me, i feel weird

i took nathan christmas shopping with me yesterday

my favorite man at bead world said we looked happy and i really was

he bought me something while i was not looking and he said he would give it to me tomorrow

hurry up day i need to see what he got me okay????

 

anyway today is so lazy i can’t even believe it.

i wrapped all my presents and made some things to hang in my room

i will do my hair tonight and paint my nails and have a bath

tomorrow will be nice

but until then i am in suspense

 

hm i skyped my sister a lot lately and that is good

talked to a friend of mine about hanging out and that’s good

talked to another about other things

its  all so nice

inside thoughts

let me find a guy like krist novoselic

my one wish is to meet and fall in love with my own krist novoselic

want to grown old with a guy like krist

be happy with a guy like krist

oooooooooh

my birthday is in three days and i am so looking forward to it

and my gift from nathan

 

and the end of the year

and oh

 

but most importantly i am trying to decide if my red hair shall remain or if i should try out black hair to fuel my inner goth hmmm